Wednesday, February 25, 2009
QUOTE: Open-minded search for truth
- El Hajj Malik El-Shabazz (Malcolm X), from his 1964 "Letter from Mecca"
QUOTE: Human being first and foremost
- El Hajj Malik El Shabazz (Malcolm X), The Autobiography of Malcolm X, Chapter Nineteen “1965”
At this point in my life
I continue to enjoy the exploration and the openness of seeking wisdom wherever it can be found and firmly believe that we can learn something from everyone. I am not as certain in my views as before, but I feel that I am in a more honest place than ever.
At times I feel like a restless soul walking on a lonely road, but I am encouraged knowing that I am not alone; that there are other "wrestlers" out there.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Would I be bothered if Jesus didn’t really exist?
THE QUESTION:
“Does it bother you that there is very little evidence that Jesus existed at all? It is quite possible historically he did not, as there are no Roman execution records or contemporary writings confirming his existence. I exclude the Gospels as they appear later sometime after 75 AD… I find the New Testament to be a poor moral compass and that rational thought and reason serve as better tools to solve moral dilemmas.”
MY RESPONSE:
First, I don’t base my moral judgments on what the Bible says. I, too, find many (but not all) of the moral recommendations found therein to be outdated and less than helpful. I see the Bible primarily as a resource, not a revelation. I have often said, the Bible tells me more about the humans who wrote it than the “God” it describes.
Secondly, I have considered the possibility that a historical Jesus may have never existed and, I’d like to think that, at this point in my life, my admiration of the character of Jesus would not be too disturbed should that be the case. I would still admire the wisdom to be found in the Jesus stories- even if most (if not all) of them are largely legendary or fictional. In fact, part of me thinks that the actual, factual truth of what Jesus may have said or done is a mystery forever lost in antiquity. It seems that all we can do, at this point, is to investigate the available evidence from reliable sources and speculate endlessly about the rest.
However, I am of the opinion that the Jesus stories are based on some historical figure, even if they are symbolic legends or polemical documents designed to communicate a certain community’s beliefs, values and concerns. I feel the same way about allegedly historical figures like Socrates, Moses, Lao Tzu, Confucius and Siddhartha Gautama. I suspect that historical versions of these individuals existed only to be “deified” over the centuries as stories were told (and retold) by their followers and admirers.
Can we really know for certain as to what any of these individuals have either said or done, considering that it is very likely that none of them ever wrote down or recorded any of their teachings? And, if they did write anything down, can we really be sure that those documents weren’t misplaced or amended by later generations?
I don’t place a lot of faith in the accuracy of human memory, and I have absolutely no confidence in the idea that there are such things as objective, disinterested historians or storytellers. In my view, when it comes to human beings: nobody is neutral.
I have jokingly predicted amongst my friends that, in the centuries to come, historical figures like Dorothy Day, Martin Luther King Jr. and Mohandas Gandhi will become deified in very much the same way.
Ultimately, I think our responses to history and legend will depend heavily on our own personal experiences, available information, cultural contexts and individual trust levels. Even when equipped with the same facts, we all seem to come to different conclusions as to how to interpret the information.
All we can do is make the best use our analytical tools, rational faculties, proven methods and our better judgment in order to discern reliable and meaningful information from errors and falsehoods.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
POEM: "Dare I Ask?"
…when I don’t expect an answer?
But sometimes...sometimes...
asking and knocking leads to unlocking
So I dare.
Here I am, Lord.
A heretical human engaged in honest prayer
Are you a divine creative essence
or are you a created being?
Are you the ageless mystery born of myth?
Or an imaginary thing?
Are you the cosmic ruler of all that is?
The heavenly parent who provides for all our needs?
Or are you an invisible collage of our developing ideals
called upon to justify our deeds?
Are you an anthropomorphic construct
of philosophers and theologians?
A personification of our conscience?
Are you hero to those who suffer…
who continually wait for the deliverance
that they believe you promised?
Are you the otherworldly overseer of golden streets and crystal seas
Supreme object of our eternal adoration
Exorcist of the demonic
Broker of conditional salvation
Director of otherworldly dramas
Shepherd of every bullet gone astray
Vengeful agent of bizarre justice
Puppeteer of nature’s dreadful ways
Are you the psychological patchwork
of projected prejudice and human fear?
Are you even there?
Can you even hear?
Creator, almighty and in control?
Did you make us in your image to till?
Or did we create an image of you
to fill this hole we feel?
We share a desire for security
To be certain of what it is that we can and cannot hold
Trying to make sense out of this life
Your silent shadow seems so cold
I don’t think that I can trust you
A restless soul, I walk this road
I don’t know what to believe
Suspicious of those who speak so bold
Not sure that my scattered thoughts can offer any consolation
to the faithful ones who grieve
For me, prayer feels more like a placebo
yet I pray that I am not deceived
I believe that honesty is holy
Unaware, we feel around and grope
Finding sacred meanings
in whatever helps us cope
I believe that honesty is holy
Unaware, we feel around and grope
I’m not sure that I believe in heaven
but I still believe in hope
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